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(5 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) I need a place to rest my head. [14 Jul 2006|04:39pm] Man, a lot alot of stuff has been happening lately. Too much to put here right now. Shit is bananas for real. And someone just had sex in my bed. What the fuck, man? That shit is whack. "When Miles Davis cuttin lose with the band just think of all the people that you knew in the past that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last" --Tupac Shakur

(8 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [27 Jun 2006|12:02pm] So I wrote a poem like a year ago and I sent it in to "Look Look" magazine as a joke. And then it got published. Shit is bananas. This is the poem. untitled springtime connor scopes downtown for dudes and punches his dick all day springime Crazy huh?

(5 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [15 Jun 2006|02:26pm] Where was I? I was on that kickass line 'I'm a bicycle, I'm too tired'...I'm a tricycle I'm three tired.

(3 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [14 Jun 2006|01:27pm] I bought a carton of Newports... Life is good. "I understand that your worst is beating the hell out of my best." --boys night out

(a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [01 Jun 2006|03:16pm] Lower the casket... raise another.

(5 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) Yo... [30 May 2006|04:20pm] Disregard that last shit. I haven't slept in like five days because I keep having these crazy ass dreams where I die every night. I like it here. It's peaceful...

(2 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) And your parents notice you thinning face. All the weight you've lost, all the weight you're losing. [30 May 2006|12:21pm] I hate my life... I don't want to go home. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be sober. I don't want to use again. I don't want to lie. I don't want anyone to know who I really am. I really just want someone to love me. Call me pathetic, I don't care. This is called a conflict of interests. "I'm fraudulent, a theif at best. A coward who paints a bullshit canvas. Things that will never happen to me and at arm's length, It's Tim who said I'm good at it. I've mastered it. Avoiding, avoiding everything." --Rilo Kiley

(4 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [19 May 2006|10:53am] "For every kiss I regret, for everyday I regret, for every apology i regret, there's one thousand times the regret for giving you the time of day..." --Red Roses For a Blue lady This isn't about you, just so you know. And I know that you'll think it is.

(1 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [15 May 2006|04:24pm] i don't tell you everything. It's heartless. The photographs remind me that I'm calloused to smiles.

(1 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) On the count of three everybody overdose... [12 May 2006|11:53am] I'm bald.

(6 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) I'm back to the "please tell me how." [30 Apr 2006|04:14pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | liarliarliarliar ] I can use the phone now. I'll be calling some people pretty soon. Probably tonight. (541)389-2708 Hit it up. "Hearts don't forget to break. Walls crossed behind, we fall down the bridges that carry us home." --Anatomy of a Ghost

(9 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) And I know we both let them go, a pretty vision to follow through. [17 Apr 2006|04:49pm] [ mood | what the fuck? ] [ music | Some kids next to me yelling in my ear ] If you sent me a letter, I forgot that I don't have stamps and I spent all my money on cigarettes. So when I get money wednesday I'll mail all of the ones I wrote out. In other news: If anyone wants to donate a carton of Newports to me that would be sweet. And I'm scared and confused. "We sing the saddest songs because we don't know what we want..." --The Snake, The Cross, The Crown 144 NW Irving St. Bend, OR 29901 Write me bitches.

(7 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) I love a girl... still. [06 Apr 2006|07:43pm] I'm back fuckers. "I'm only asking if you remember. I've been trying to get back to the center. I'm sure it's not like it was before." --Circa Survive 144 NW Irving Ave. Bend, OR 97701

(7 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) They rolled over paths to travel streets of gold (now turned to gravel). [10 Jan 2006|04:11pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Anatomy of a Ghost- "On to morning stars" ] I am so sick of all of this bullshit. I'm stressed the fuck out right now and I have no release. All the shit just keeps piling in on itself. Life happens. The trouble starts when you get impatient. "Autumn, my friend, I hope that you've missed me." --Sunday's Best

(2 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) You never told me you hate me but you showed it so well. [07 Jan 2006|12:53pm] [ mood | pissed ] This weekend is off to a shitty start and it looks downhill from here.

(a funeral keeps both of us apart.) Behind eyes these sidewalks twist and tremble. [05 Jan 2006|10:46pm] [ mood | contemplative ] I like working except that now I never can hang out with my girlfriend. Ugh. And if the sheltering sky will slip to sever us, we'll receive it, we will reap it.

(a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [03 Jan 2006|07:16pm] Life is a confusing thing. I wish I was better at figuring it out.

(2 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) There once was a man from Nantucket... [02 Jan 2006|12:03am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Right Side Up- Yeah right, like I rember this song's name. ] I like wearing mocasins. I could probably never take these off of my feet and be happy. "We're all the same, so show constraints and emotional cravings. You and me and him and her." --Owen

(a funeral keeps both of us apart.) Haiku. [29 Dec 2005|12:05am] [ mood | Jigsawn ] [ music | It looks all quiet on the western front for now. ] Incommunicado What I wouldn't do To just be a ghost like you. To be someplace new.

(5 I know that this is what you want | a funeral keeps both of us apart.) [23 Dec 2005|09:42pm] I feel sick.

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